Scarred and Sacred Mind
What have I lost and what have I gained
For all I am everything and then, nothing at all
From this darkness of hurt, pain and suffering,
In this abyss of uncertainity
I look for one light, any light
To brighten up my day,
To bring back the breath
to this tired soul.
Oft, I wonder where will I be
in this life of pain
where I stand in the order of the one above
and I fail in despair
and fall on knees
seeking deliverance from this untruth.
Is this what the learned say
Way of life
Way of God?
That we sin and do good
And suffer for all?
The want of inaction
The rejection of love
The loss of peace
And contentment at the end of it all.
And then I ask, is this all fair
And then I ask, are YOU really there?
(And then I looked within myself,
And I found, there was love in me and love everywhere ) I wish I could write that but alas, I don’t believe that at all!
-XYZ
I am sure everyone has had atleast one experiance with loss, tragedy etc. Please share it so that I know I am not alone isn dealing with it.